Poems from Allypilots 21
you say i used you
but i discovered you
discovering me
you say i hurt you
but you hurt me
hurting you
you say i used you
but i confused...
Dear 11 year old self
he is your Grandpa through marriage
he has a wife and kids
he should be safe
he should be trusted
so you trust him ...
I am wandering
going somewhere
arriving nowhere
walking there
running here
trying to find my stars
following the moon
no longer with...
i thought i liked this
being alone
liking a different one
but because of my confusing self
i'm not allowed to
taste your lips
i'm not...
the air i inhaled
you exhaled
stealing it from me
as i choked on the dust
of memories you uncovered
from my past as you forced
my hands...